When?

I so long to have a place of my own and to move on with my life with my boys. Yet no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am so stressed out right now it's not funny. I love my boys and so wish I had my own house and own rules to let them be boys/ kids. The longer it takes for me to get through school the longer it takes for me to have my own home. I am so frustrated right now I just want to spit nails. My boys deserve so much more. Yet here I am alone on my own with no help and trying to make it and I can't. I just want a set schedule and to have a consistent income making more money. I keep asking....God, why me? What do you want? I have given everything and yet I still am left with nothing. When is the negativity going to end and things are going to go in my favor for once? When??? I am so frustrated right now. I just want to move on with moving out and having my own house. Is that so hard and so much to ask for?